WHO IS THIS GUY?
because we have too many names and none
Names are weird, and I go by many names. You can call me by whatever alias I tell you, or you can use our individual names as headmates. Or you can call me Ryuzaki but Shotgun works too. I'm a hobbyist digital artist who's currently trying to reclaim joy in life despite severe anhedonia. I'm a night owl (?) but am currently being forced to fix my sleep schedule. FYI, it doesn't work and I still have disrupted sleep at night. I'm also a schizo plural with ASPD+NPD traits and alternate between using "I/me" and "we/us." For recordkeeping, this is Matt. Hi fellow headmates if you stumble upon this...
I'm weird, a very fucked up, and wild little group of freaks jammed in one brain. Nothing else to add; I'm chill and not chill, hyped and not hyped, fun and not fun, and very contradictory. I'm silly; I'm ambitious; I'm bored; I'm restless. You get the idea (basically I'm a lotta things). We’re bored out of our mind and always seeking thrill and adventure. So thankfully we have at least one thing consistent…?
We’ve answered who are we… are you curious about what are we? Well we don’t know either. Whether its sleuths, monsters, creatures, freaks, geniuses, lunatics, or angels, we’re everything all at once yet nothing at the same time. You don’t get it? That’s fine; most people don’t and we wanna stay that way. By the way, fair warning; things can get crazy here. Don’t say I didn’t warn you. I’m afraid we’ve gone mad… entirely bonkers. But it’s okay; all the best people are.
Before You Interact
(important so don't skip it)
I can be rude or inconsiderate sometimes. I have no empathy nor sympathy, and I would probably not understand you beyond the surface level. I do not view nor acknowledge people around me as a person or individual and by default dehumanize people who aren't me. This isn't because I hate you; my brain is fucking wired that way for some reason.
I can get paranoid and hostile easily, and somewhat present similarly to the stereotypes. I may push boundaries or not understand them and take them as a challenge sometimes. I don't mean to hurt you and I got no ill will, and I'd like it if you point it out to me if I have been crude because I tend to lack insight. I try to mask but I still slip-up sometimes so sorry in advance.
With DID comes poor memory and I have really poor memory. And being schizospec, I can get really disorganized sometimes and that mostly includes written communication sooo yeah. Most commonly you'll see looping thoughts, tangents, and derailing. Very rarely there'll be word salad but if that happens, please don't say shit okay thank you.
Other stuff
Or... More extra info about me?
Basic:
NAME: not applicable
GENDER: cassgender
PRONOUNS: he/him or any pronouns
SEXUALIITY: idk... somewhere around pan and aromantic
AGE: old enough to pay taxes
SPECIES: eldritch creature or anything not human
MBTI: ENTP ???? last we checked..
DND CLASS: we'll see
DND ALIGNMENT: chaotic neutral but it depends on the headmate
HEADCOUNT: wouldn't you like to know, weatherboy? (you'd probably meet six at most)
COLOURS: orange mainly